I'm starting to think that nothing I do is good enough. I think I can do so much better if I just applied myself. Now, I know I could just apply myself and stop complaining, but it's hard. Whenever I try I get lost and I just sit there like an idiot for 10 minutes until i just go for it and it doesn't turn out as great as I wanted it to. This applies to school, homework, trying to cheer people up, or even compliment someone. I just don't think anything I can say or do will be good enough and it makes me feel bad. I am disappointed in myself.