So much on my sleeve lately; I need another job because I only work around 10 hours a week which is horrible, one of my sisters has financial problems and is living with me since a few days till all is solved, my mom her birthday today and she has dementia but is making good progress fortunately, my oldest sister who I never felt a connection with suddenly tries to be mrs perfect towards me and thinks 28 years of distance can be fixed with one snap of the fingers and being accused of being hateful and full of vengeance ...sometimes I wish people would think for a moment and switch places with me and then judge