I'm crying. All my life I tried to just be funny. But it didn't work. I tried being a good student. But it didn't work. So, I took to drugs instead. I have a bottle full of Tylenol capsules. I ingested ten of them at once, which is severely unhealthy (obviously). Nothing terribly bad happened, but I did feel sick. The straw that broke my fookin' back, though, was coming on here to learn that I was hated. It just...it hurt me too much. Finally, I threw up thanks to the tylenol and now I don't know what to do. So I'm sitting in my blue chair, crying, just wondering if my life is a waste.