The break I was gonna have from my family was ****ing cancelled with no warning. I've been looking forward to it for 4 months. I was gonna let my emotions out while I was alone, and sort some things out that I can't do with them around without getting
mocked and made fun of.
When I asked my mom
politely why she cancelled, she gave me ****ing attitude. "
well sorry, there's nothing
I can do about it,
is there?"
I get no time
actually alone. my mom likes calling me down to do chores at stupid times like 3am, and I'm not even allowed a ****ing lock on my door
****. i've cried less at funerals.
also I want to rip my ****ing voicebox out, i hate my voice so much.
I'm going for a walk. He're hoping i'll get stabbed or something. that'd be much more enjoyable.