Low key freaking out over a thing. In order to secure my next period of social benefits they will need me to contact my employer from like 5 years ago and ask them if they have proof of my employment to submit to the social aministration office. Since I don't really think we got off on even footing, it's just gonna feel super awkward to all of a sudden drop a call 6 years later.
EDIT: great, I couldn't find their number, told the admin people I couldn't find it, and then afterwards, I found it anyway and now I'm trying to call them back.
EDIT2: wow, I can't even handle the slightest administrational act in life without falling apart.