Things That Are on Your Mind

[Spirit]

Outside sucks

 

[Siphonix]

Nooo itll be the Easter stuff.. .

That’s after Valentine’s Day, then it’s gonna be Saint Patrick (for a little bit) then alllllll the Fourth of July decor, then we’re gonna have some Halloween going on (especially in Home Depot’).

 

[GrooseIsLoose]

Outside sucks

Umm....
I'm not a native speaker. So whaddya sayin?

 

[Spirit]

Umm....
I'm not a native speaker. So whaddya sayin?

Being outside isn't nice.

 

[Lydia]

I ended freaking out for no reason last night. Nothing particularly bad happened and I don't know why I couldn't cope. I ended up wrapping myself in my blankets and eventually fell asleep, and stayed that way for 11 hours. And missed my meds. ugghhhhh

and my mom has started turning the WiFi off at night, and wonders why it messes up in the mornings. she wakes up super late, so I have to use my data for hours. ffs.

I'm coping a little better than I was earlier, and I'm eating Rich Tea biscuits at half 5 in the morning. I really hope today is better than yesterday...

 

[Dizzi]

I ended freaking out for no reason last night. Nothing particularly bad happened and I don't know why I couldn't cope. I ended up wrapping myself in my blankets and eventually fell asleep, and stayed that way for 11 hours. And missed my meds. ugghhhhh

and my mom has started turning the WiFi off at night, and wonders why it messes up in the mornings. she wakes up super late, so I have to use my data for hours. ffs.

I'm coping a little better than I was earlier, and I'm eating Rich Tea biscuits at half 5 in the morning. I really hope today is better than yesterday...

Why cant you switch wifi on?? Hope today's ok for you mate...

 

[Lydia]

Why cant you switch wifi on??

She'd get super mad at me and our relationship is already super shaky. She's quick to play the "my house my rules" card and threatens to kick me out. As soon as I move out, I'm probably gonna cut off all contact with her tbh.

Hope today's ok for you mate...

Thanks ^^

 

[Sheikah_Witch]

So my 'let's break the isolation and get out and socialize and try to be less lonely' week isn't turning out too well. Two visits from faraway friends staying over one night, two dates and grabbing a cuppa with another friend, I thought I'd give me energy and make me happy but so far I've just been .. well glad in a way that I don't have to be alone, but it just takes too much energy from me. I hate that I feel like I'm too depressed to have fun.

 

[Cfrock]

So my 'let's break the isolation and get out and socialize and try to be less lonely' week isn't turning out too well. Two visits from faraway friends staying over one night, two dates and grabbing a cuppa with another friend, I thought I'd give me energy and make me happy but so far I've just been .. well glad in a way that I don't have to be alone, but it just takes too much energy from me. I hate that I feel like I'm too depressed to have fun.

Maybe it was a bit too much. I find too many social obligations and plans overwhelming, but if a mate comes round to sit and chat for a few hours once or twice a week I find it helps me more than doing stuff every day. It's good that you're being proactive, though, and trying to do things you normally wouldn't. If you keep at it you might find it gets less draining.
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My elderly neighbour got a new dog and in the three weeks she's had it I've forgotten what it's like to exist without the constant background radiation of barking. Does anyone know what UK law says about stapling a dog's mouth shut?

 

[Dio]

Maybe it was a bit too much. I find too many social obligations and plans overwhelming, but if a mate comes round to sit and chat for a few hours once or twice a week I find it helps me more than doing stuff every day. It's good that you're being proactive, though, and trying to do things you normally wouldn't. If you keep at it you might find it gets less draining.
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My elderly neighbour got a new dog and in the three weeks she's had it I've forgotten what it's like to exist without the constant background radiation of barking. Does anyone know what UK law says about stapling a dog's mouth shut?

Get one of those anti bark devices which detects Barking and emits a high pitched noise that dogs can hear.

Don't get the cheap ones though

 

[Spirit]

I feel like I'm really stuck at the moment, like right down to the core, and it's not nice.

I also hate looking into Peach's cage and only seeing one rat. She has only come out once today and it wasn't for very long

 

[Cfrock]

Get one of those anti bark devices which detects Barking and emits a high pitched noise that dogs can hear.

Don't get the cheap ones though

Are there laws against getting fifty of them and surrounding the dog's house?

 

[Ninja]

Wife came through with the early Christmas gift! I love navy blue!

 

[Spirit]

Wife came through with the early Christmas gift! I love navy blue!

They look like nifty Deus Ex augments

 

[Sheikah_Witch]

Maybe it was a bit too much. I find too many social obligations and plans overwhelming, but if a mate comes round to sit and chat for a few hours once or twice a week I find it helps me more than doing stuff every day. It's good that you're being proactive, though, and trying to do things you normally wouldn't. If you keep at it you might find it gets less draining.

Yeah I really want to stop being a depressed shut-in and be more outgoing, but I guess I overshot it a bit. Thanks, C.