Go_Skyward
Seek a door that carries a [9]
- Joined
- Mar 22, 2012
- Location
- Nevada Test Site
I doubt anyone will look at this. But its worth a shot at least. I can't believe I'm asking Zelda fans for help... >.> I am such a horrible person sometimes...
Anyways, I will try to keep this short and cute. I don't want to go into a 3 page rant like I do sometimes (trust me. Talk to any of my frie-... online friends. They will tell you I rant a lot)
Anyways (again). I am having a little problem... its about school.
NO! Its not bullying like you might have just thought. This is general discussion.
I don't know what school I want to go to. I currently am homeschooled (explaining how I can spam the game forums to the max) and well... my parents want me to try a different but they are "okay with whatever school I want to go to school this coming school year". I do really like being homeschooled it has a lot of positive advantages to other schools but it does have it's major downfalls.
1. Any friends I try to make always live over 2 hours away from me. So, since my parents want me to have face-to-face friends, this is VERY difficult.
2. Next year in my homeschool program, I would be COMPLETELY on my own. Just me, and the teachers. (ehh... cheese reason is cheesy. I am already a loner.)
3. The teachers are sometimes hard to get ahold of. I've had moments where I couldn't get ahold of a teacher until a week later. Talk about crappy service.
Anyways, one of my other options for a school is a FREAKING HUGE public school. My mom and I visited it and we got a tour of the place from one of the staff members. Next school year for them they are adding 900 new students, making them quite possibly the biggest school in the WHOLE FREAKING STATE! (yes I live in AMERICA, I don't want to say which state i'm from though) So.... that means the school is HUGE. Seriously, on the way to this staff members office we got majorly lost. We had to ask a couple of teachers and a few students to even get to "wing b". Seriously, if we can get lost THAT easily, that is not good news for me. (Since I couldn't even tell you have to get to our local food store from my house. I am that bad at remembering directions)
Now this freaking huge school has some of the programs I want to get into. Which, is a huge plus. The MAJORA downfall for me is, like I said, the place is huge. And really don't like loud noises (unless its music related or video game related, then crank it up) and I HATE large crowds. So... I am just going to say I have "Demophobia". I very much dislike big crowds and since I have been just ditched by friends before, I guess I fear rejectment a bit.... anyways, I'm starting to rant.
My point is... I want to try to make friends... the only friends I have nowadays are my online friends and ONE lone friend that has been with me all these years. But... that huge school might just be too much for me...
Oh and did I mention that I have some slight health issues? But that's another story... it only slightly effects my problem... maybe...
But... there is some other options for schools I could go to... but I'm not sure. I'm just... stuck.
So should I continue to be an internet junky or face the crowd and try to meet people?
I just... dunno.
Oh, and sorry if this is in the wrong forum. I didn't think it was "mature" enough to go into the mature discussion forum. So I thought here was good. Its this is in the wrong forum or anything feel free to modkill this post mods.
(lawl I just noticed how melodramatic this sounds. Oh well. Ignore the cheesiness please xD)
Anyways, I will try to keep this short and cute. I don't want to go into a 3 page rant like I do sometimes (trust me. Talk to any of my frie-... online friends. They will tell you I rant a lot)
Anyways (again). I am having a little problem... its about school.
NO! Its not bullying like you might have just thought. This is general discussion.
I don't know what school I want to go to. I currently am homeschooled (explaining how I can spam the game forums to the max) and well... my parents want me to try a different but they are "okay with whatever school I want to go to school this coming school year". I do really like being homeschooled it has a lot of positive advantages to other schools but it does have it's major downfalls.
1. Any friends I try to make always live over 2 hours away from me. So, since my parents want me to have face-to-face friends, this is VERY difficult.
2. Next year in my homeschool program, I would be COMPLETELY on my own. Just me, and the teachers. (ehh... cheese reason is cheesy. I am already a loner.)
3. The teachers are sometimes hard to get ahold of. I've had moments where I couldn't get ahold of a teacher until a week later. Talk about crappy service.
Anyways, one of my other options for a school is a FREAKING HUGE public school. My mom and I visited it and we got a tour of the place from one of the staff members. Next school year for them they are adding 900 new students, making them quite possibly the biggest school in the WHOLE FREAKING STATE! (yes I live in AMERICA, I don't want to say which state i'm from though) So.... that means the school is HUGE. Seriously, on the way to this staff members office we got majorly lost. We had to ask a couple of teachers and a few students to even get to "wing b". Seriously, if we can get lost THAT easily, that is not good news for me. (Since I couldn't even tell you have to get to our local food store from my house. I am that bad at remembering directions)
Now this freaking huge school has some of the programs I want to get into. Which, is a huge plus. The MAJORA downfall for me is, like I said, the place is huge. And really don't like loud noises (unless its music related or video game related, then crank it up) and I HATE large crowds. So... I am just going to say I have "Demophobia". I very much dislike big crowds and since I have been just ditched by friends before, I guess I fear rejectment a bit.... anyways, I'm starting to rant.
My point is... I want to try to make friends... the only friends I have nowadays are my online friends and ONE lone friend that has been with me all these years. But... that huge school might just be too much for me...
Oh and did I mention that I have some slight health issues? But that's another story... it only slightly effects my problem... maybe...
But... there is some other options for schools I could go to... but I'm not sure. I'm just... stuck.
So should I continue to be an internet junky or face the crowd and try to meet people?
I just... dunno.
Oh, and sorry if this is in the wrong forum. I didn't think it was "mature" enough to go into the mature discussion forum. So I thought here was good. Its this is in the wrong forum or anything feel free to modkill this post mods.
(lawl I just noticed how melodramatic this sounds. Oh well. Ignore the cheesiness please xD)