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came home last night on a 24 hour pass. It was really stressful. Now I know why I cant move back to this town for a long while. At least not until my mind is better at diverting obsession. I did get to spend all night with my daughter, and we fell asleep in my bed watching Angry Birds. So it...

I think I'm getting sick. I've been all stuffy like I have a sinus infection or something. This is bull****.

I just realized I have 90 days clean. This is pretty crazy. I haven't felt this good in at least 10 years. If anyone struggles with what I do, just know there is a better way to live, and it can be done. Everyone is worthy of a good life.

I lost someone key to my recovery today. I knew not to set expectations and I did. I already knew that "expectations are future resentments" yet I still expected my counselor to be there to help me through till at least November 8th. And today she was forced to quit. She knew what she was...

Get to pick up a 30 day key tag at a meeting tonight. This new found clarity is great. Looking forward to another month, life is good.

My day has been a 10. Stress on a 4 And I feel humble. I found recovery at the bottom of a dish sink, through music assisted meditation. Night after night I'm in a kitchen doing dishes for a house full of 32 dudes, as well as the dishes they use to cook lunch at the school. I have gained a lot...

Realizing I have been gone for quite some time. And so much has happened in that time. If only I had the time to tell, or if this were even an appropriate place too tell. I think I might be able to help someone, or maybe help someone in understanding better the struggles one of their loves ones...

Really hoping all this crazy talk of something big going down next week (9-23-2015), just passes by and leaves people looking...well....crazy. So help me god if the pope comes to the white house and says aliens are among us, and that the rapture is happening I will give everyone who was right $1.

So I woke up and I was 30. This is pretty ****ty. I mean, I always thought by the time I was 30 I would know wtf I was doing. "The traffic light blinked one million times. I blinked twice and twenty years went by"

How much I miss my @Vanessa28 , she got a job and I never talked to her again :frownyface: Other than that...I am currently out of games to play. Though I'm restricted to last gen and the WiiU, I have replayed the games. They are all good. I just need something new till I get Mighty No.9

Have I ever mentioned how much I hate #%$@ing hate sweat bees

Have had to sacrifice my time with Bella two days in a row for work. So I am making the guy I'm working with stay here late so we can finish this job. I am NOT missing another day with my daughter. I don't care if we are here till midnight

I'm really feeling like I'm being taken advantage of. And me being nice is biteing me in the ass cuz I don't have the heart to say something. He's a good friend, and I don't think it's his intention. But I'm really feeling like I am.

How does that work. A recommendation for what?

Moisture in a basement is ruining my day. Mud won't dry, meaning we are gonna have to come in tomorrow to finish stomping the ceiling. Was really looking forward to finishing this job today.

At the risk of sounding like a terrible person, I don't feel like doing the father thing this weekend. I could really use two days off. It's not even so much a break from being a father, but a day off from everything. A little time to recharge my batteries. But I'm not gonna get that time. At...

I hate that I am working for someone that has no motivation, a job we could have probably had done already if he would get up in the morning. Constant smoke breaks, I'm a smoker but my god. I really think if I were the one running this job we could be done today and get paid. But I'm not, so...

Nothing at all. And it's.... Just great!

Still a little frustrated with how ZD is performing for me. If I go anywhere else and connect too the internet ZD works just fine for me. But here at my house it went 2 and a half weeks saying "page unavailable", and since then its been hit or miss. I havent been able too even get the site too...

For an Adam Sandler movie, Click is really sad in the last 30 to 45 minutes!

While I agree with you guys on this... kind of. Time can get away from you. Its always good to have a plan. And you can never do it too early. Even if you want to change what you are doing later. You dont want your life to get away from you and looking at your future and see nothing when you are...

Keep Calm, and focus on practicing. If this has been all you have wanted for so long, then something tells me you are more prepared than you are giving yourself credit for. so just dont let your nerves get the best of you bro! There is always teaching while you peruse your passion. As for...

Ninja Turtles come back on today, so I'm pretty stoked about that. Weather is decent so I might actually get out with Bella today... but we will see how that goes. Still on this lucid dream kick. Not going too well, but still having crazy ass dreams.

Rain rain, go away. Ive had enough of you today. I've had enough to last a year, at least until the summers here. You block the sun, and rain all day So my daughter can't go out to play. Instead we're stuck inside and bored, praying the sun will shine once more. The time has passed for April...

Doctors Appointment today. Ive been really tired lately, sleeping way more than I usually do. Dont know what thats all about. I havent been feeling overly depressed than I usually do. So I dont think that is it. I'll just have to talk to my Doc about that today. Decent weather today, think I'll...

The weather is beautiful today, once I get a lil motivated I think my daughter and I are gonna spend most of the afternoon outside. I'm guessing this is gonna be a pretty good day.

Sooooo..... your saying I am crazy? Its cool dude, not the first time I've heard that!

I always though Milkbags were Boobs! Am I crazy?

Wait whats going on here?

what the heck is Geometry... oh wait, you probably mean the class dont you?

I have been playing Jetpack Joyride for like 45 minutes now. I have had this game on my phone for like 5 years, on every phone ive had. And I still cant get enough of is. I think I need JJA (Jetpack Joyrides anonymous)

I miss my Vee, she is 6 hours ahead of me, and has been going too bed at a normal time. Good for her..... lonely for me :( Other than that, I cant wait till this season of The Voice is over cuz I'm tired of being banned from the tv every night at 8pm just too hear a bunch of terrible songs I...

Both iPhone and Windows phones are just terrible... but if i had too choose one, I'd say the iPhone. Ive had two windows phones and there are the biggest pile of trash I have ever attempted to use. I choose too save money and hair, by going with a nice android phone!

Had a really weird dream last night, that ended with a pool party with a bunch of class mates somewhere in Africa, or something. I dont know all I know is were were being guarded by militia men with AKs. And that it ended with us all singing a Bayside song as we were packing our things. So weird!

Every time I see one of these I think of the band Twenty-One Pilots, who are from my somewhat hometown. They are a pretty sweet band.

other than feeling like I have been ruffling feathers with the whole idea of an adult Link, and the recent Gossip Stone thread. I guess I have very little on my mind today, I mean I got some personal things too work on, but I think I'm going to take a break from all of that. Im getting a little...

HAHA! It's all good. I can't thank you enough for being there for me, not only last night, but almost every night since I have had so much BS going on around me lately. You truly are on bad ass chick, and a great friend. Who would have though I would have met the person with all the qualities I...

So I take it this is what happened to you last night. I missed you. The main topic of conversation was over, but that was all drama which I just mentioned above. But I was about to start talking about more positive happy things just as you disappeared. lol its all good there is always tonight!

Sometimes you just have to realize that you care way too much about people who dont care about themselves. I have spent the past two weeks just trying to get a friend to the next day. Calling it success just to hear their voice on the phone the next day knowing that you helped keep that person...

Yeah I will be keeping a really close eye on him for a while. Dude deserve much more than what he is getting!

Here I am, 20 till 6am, my daughter will be up in an hour and a half. And there is no way I will be getting any sleep tonight. My mind is heavy, and I have never worried about anyone or anything as much as I am right now. I feel like my heart could explode. I have a friend who really needs...

I got two friends going through the same ****, one that I had mentioned in an earlier post in this thread, has finally rid himself of the girl that was causing him all his troubles. But hes really having a rough time with loosing a gril he cares so much about after 7 years of dealing with her...

recently got a blood test and found out im healthy as an ox, except for my liver is starting to shut down. Im not even 30, so I'm wondering if it is something that can be fixed. I dont know that information yet so im not really fretting it. I dont feel bad or anything so I guess its not that big...

Today, I realized that I haven't had anything on my mind since saturday... like I have literally been on cruise control for 2 or three days. Not thinking about anything. That could be a good thing, but im unsure.

Wow, you kids are Out of Control!

I miss playing out so much. It is truly one of the best feelings when people are getting into something you put so much heart into.

My heart is aching for my Buddy Brad who has recently been dealing with a lot of heavy ****. His girl is super controlling, not allowed to even have friends, and it is an abusive relationship. I keep telling him he's way too good of a guy to be letting her treat him like that, and he wont get...

Dang Triple post!

It just reminds me of some lyrics, I think im about to double post in "Lyrics of the day"

I'll tell you whats on my mind. How much I love how real life friends can be such a bummer. I just think its funny how they always expect you too be there for them, and you are at the drop of a hat. But when you are down, and got some heavy **** on your mind, they want nothing to do with you. Im...