sailormars109
Finding Love by the Moon
Hmmm, I wonder if someone will ask me to prom.
Wow. I'm a lot more depressed about not getting to see this girl I know than I should be.
I had to go to the mall.
Instead of feeling happy I feel I'm constantly making big mistakes... I wish I wasn't extremely paranoid about everything to the point of curling up and stressing over Dx
I can't take it anymore...
Well, first of all I'm not following society's standards, I'm going off of my own standards. I want to make things look good. (and good to me)
But trust me, I know society sucks xD
I do what I want. :3
Well, I DO have a deviant art, but I haven't posted anything new in a long time. Part of the reason is because I don't have a usable scanner, and I've been more -hands on- traditional, pen-and-paper, physical art- not digital.
And I would be more than happy to show you some of my stuff, but most of it is on paper, and not in computer file.
Because, I do acknowledge my artistic strengths. I also acknowledge my weaknesses. And one of my weaknesses, is humans.
I can do arms decently, I can do legs decently. But torsos, hands, and practically everything else on the human body, I have difficulties with. :/
Though, I have been improving with my hands. But when I try to attach them to an arm.... that's a different story xD
And yes, I know I will get better as time progresses... I was talking about instant skill. (that's why it was a wish, since I know that doesn't just happen) xD
But anyway, as for what's on my mind.... well, now I'm just thinking about art stuff and my skill level. =P
I really messed something up today, why did I do that? I knew nothing good could come from it and I did it anyway. I am just another failure, I'm sorry.
EDIT: Nevermind, I'm just a dope
Post number 3000 what what
Why do I have the feeling that I watched Pingu from my childhood before? Guess it's a vague memory.