Road blocks or people blocking their mailboxes with objects like bicycles and stuff like that. I'm not going to cross miles to reach a damn mailbox!
When you go to your grandparents and find freezer burned food.Finding food in the fridge that didn't get eaten and is out of date.
The hour's worth of sleep I got was a nightmare filled with my deepest fears -
The person that caused my PTSD, me being framed as the abuser, a bunch of my OCD triggers, abandonment issues, being brought somewhere to die (a room of bloodied corpses), my fear of not being able to act, and all while feeling drunk and in-and-out of consciousness (which is the worst feeling I've felt to date) during the dream.
Fuuuccckkkk. I really don't want to go back to sleep, ever.
The hour's worth of sleep I got was a nightmare filled with my deepest fears -
The person that caused my PTSD, me being framed as the abuser, a bunch of my OCD triggers, abandonment issues, being brought somewhere to die (a room of bloodied corpses), my fear of not being able to act, and all while feeling drunk and in-and-out of consciousness (which is the worst feeling I've felt to date) during the dream.
Fuuuccckkkk. I really don't want to go back to sleep, ever.
Landlord visit in 4 hours and the apartment looks like it got hit by an atomic bomb. But this is my future at stake. ugh.